Monday, November 9, 2009

A random post for the broken heart

I don't know how much words I say mean to you right now. All I have leaft are just words to defend not only myself, but this love that I treasure so much. There is 3 words that aren't just some random words that you can tell someone without knowing the meaning behind it. Do you know what it is?
That is I love you.

Here's something that I want you to know.

I never really knew you. You were just another friend whom I've never thoguht I would be with. But when I got to know you better, I let my heart unbend. I couldn't help but to let past memories that would only make me cry flow in my mind. You were the one whom made me make this leap pass the cliff of despair. You made me give love another try. So I fell in love with you and I've swore to never let you go. If I were to continue writing, it'd take forever. My love for you ain't something words can describe. If our memories were to be erased, remember one thing. Just one thing that would make this world brighter for me. That one thing is...
I LOVE YOU.


signing off..
broken heart

Friday, May 8, 2009

Insomnia

Something that begun at 11 ending at 28,
18 days in between became the regrets of my life.
Things wouldn't have turned out if paranoid was not in my dictionary.
I have no one to blame but myself for losing something I would learn to treasure.
For me, everything was just like a dream,
Everything happened so quickly and ended at the same pace,
How I wish I could just keep myself in this dream,
Never to wake up for me to start another dream.
You're the one who took my heart away,
And with your hands, you've crushed it apart.
Imagine the unbareable pain that I have to go through every night,
Rather to see you in my dreams, I rather be awake.
Insomnia I am.


Monday, April 20, 2009

Love Story

Things aren't going according to plan.
Time is all you need and yet I took that away from you.
Feeling useless ain't gonna help with anything.
As time passes, I hope the wound in your heart will recover.
Till then, I've just got to keep hanging with pieces of memories.
With this, I dedicate this song to you :


We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights,
See the party,
the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real,
Don't be afraid
We'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh oh,

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring,

And said,

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, you'll pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Cause we were both young when I first saw you

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Muh Sexy biatch!

" This is my first time kissing on the dance floor! "
After hearing such statement from her it just left me thinking about 2 possibilities.
Option a) I feel special
Option b) It feels awkward, stop it!
Well of course I did wished for the best and well, things turned out quite well after all. It's been awhile since I've blog and my conscious mind has been taken by her. I've got nothing left in my hamster brain except her, her and her! Well, since someone here has been such a sweetheart, I shall dedicate this post to you baby!

Waking up in the morning wouldn't be perfect without you.
I want to bite your eyes and whisper "I love you! "

Baby, you're the reason why I'd wake up 2 hours earlier every day just to miss you.

Call me coward, call me a faggot or call me whatever you want,
because I just can't afford to lose you. I'm keeping you for myself.
Sharing is not caring, and so.... I'm gonna lock you up in
A place where no other mens can reach and find,
A place where you have care for breakfast, respect for lunch and love for dinner,
A place where you can definately not escape from me.
This place that I'm mentioning about is here ---> Deep inside my heart!

The one girl I want to kiss everytime I see,
The girl that has everything in my list,
The girl that I would wake up in forsaken hours just to answer her calls,
The girl that I never wanna let go of,
The girl that carves a smile on my face everytime I read her texts,
The girl that took my conscious mind away from me,
The girl that I love so much is you! SC


Words wouldn't be enough to tell you how much I love you =)
I shall dedicate a song for you baby!




I missing you badly =(

Monday, January 5, 2009

5th of January 2009

Hey peeps!
Before I start off, I would like to wish you guys a happy happy happy new year of 2009. I can’t figure out the title for today’s blog so I’ve decided to put only today’s date. There’s nothing much to write about, but since I’ve promised someone that I’ll update my blog and so here I am. Since this is going to be my first post of the year i shall take New Year’s Eve to start off with…

I thought I had plans on that day but guess what? I was waiting for Joe’s call to confirm our plans but somehow he didn’t call. I can get ready in time because I have work on 21st and also on the 1st. I had to work overtime on that day just because SoHo had some countdown thingy and so I had to work till 8.45pm. I finished my worked and call Joe, our conversation went like this :

Me : Oi sohai, you said you were going to call me last night to confirm, so what’s the plan now?
Joe : well, I’m at the Curve now and after that we’re heading over to the hotel because we have a room there and plan to booze there.
Me : Wtf? How the fish am I going to get there? FLY? After booze what are we doing? Did you drive?
Joe : No wei! We’ll be staying there for the night.
Me : marvelous la. Tomorrow how the fish am I gonna get to work?
Joe : That’s why… I also don’t know wei
Me : Nevermind la…..
Tutututututuuu…….. *conversation ended*
So I stoned for awhile in the staff’s room thinking what I should do and where I should go. Tak kan don’t wanna celebrate meh. Damn sad wei! Suddenly *phone rings* Ronald called me.
Ronald : eh noobjing, later you wanna go BZ?*bz is a cc*
Me : Who’s going?
Ronald : You, me and my bro…
Me : … Ok la… I’m on the way back now. Wait for me la k?
Ronald : when you reach call me la…
Me : Kkkk…..
So I took a cab back to Sri Petaling and waited for the 2 assholes for 1 hour. Fucking gay right? Me waiting for 2 guys? OMG =.=!
Oh well, I ended up in the cc for the countdown. It isn’t that sad afterall. I’m just wondering why is there people who is celebrating it? Don’t they know there will be recession soon? So they are celebrating recession? Haha dumb asses. Well, at that’s the least I could do to comfort myself…… =(




Moving on… 2nd of January 2009
Recently, I’ve contacted ms KOH YIT TZE at the
right time. She just came back from London. I didn’t even know she left to London. Haha ding dong betul.. I was quite surprised that she’s actually pursuing law. Her face is so innocent wei. How to become lawyer? This is the image I always have in mind of her....




Spot the difference?

We had some chat on the phone and through MSN. The other day, Ih heard the funniest thing in my life. Guess what? She told me that she's still single. But that's not the funniest part. She added this into the sentense : I've been single since born. Haha...

For you my friend, take this as a free advertisement k? guys out there.. Visit this profile if you're interested http://profiles.friendster.com/48381188 Do not hesitate to contact me if you can't add her. I will provide you with sufficient information to contact her. But, in the end, is all up to her. Make sure you upload your most "en tau" picture as your primary photo or else, she might not accept your friend's request. Haha. Good luck guys.

Just an extra info, she has already left to UK again. How? Well, the picture explains it all. By swimming of course =P


Btw, good luck in your exams tomorrow k? Try the dice. A serious advise from me to you =)

Well, i guess that's about it for today's post. Tata guys.