I don't know

I just realized that I've never spent Christmas before with any of my loves one before. But 1 thing I know for sure is that I've spent New Year with the one I loved once. The very first time I got to spend New years with was with you. I remembered the kiss that we had and the silly thing that I did to falling asleep while watching Tourist with you. I just can't stop myself to think about us when I see things that reminds me of you.

From Twilight to surprising you with roses to Inshin to a failed movie plan to your house for HIMYM. I could remember every single details of our journey.

I thought it'd be a never ending story, but I guess forever is a myth after all.
Know that, he's just a fling. He won't love you like I do. But I wish all that I think I know is just another mistake. I wouldn't want to watch you get hurt. Good luck girl! I'll be there when you need me the most.... If I'm the one you'll come to.




Now, I don't want to lose you
but I don't want to use you
just to have somebody by my side.
And I don't want to hate you,
I don't want to take you
but I don't want to be the one to cry.

And that don't really matter to anyone anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
and I keep seeing you walk through that door.

(Chorus)

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.

Now, I could never change you
I don't want to blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.

It makes a sound like thunder
it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.

(Chorus)

And there's no way home
when it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
And do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to lay?

And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.

Baby, sometimes, love... it just ain't enough.